lets make some memories
i'm getting tired of the same scene
hurry up and graduate babe
wanna travel and just fornicate?

"I was accosted by him for talking to you
but I don't care it's ending im falling for you again and I'm sorry I broke your heart all those months ago when we had big plans for us small kids and we knew what it meant but I wasn't ready and I know you can forgive me that but you shouldn't and I appreciate this. I will speak to you and listen to you sing and continue to make believe it's all okay. I'll break your heart after we fuck in the backseat of your car. I will disappear after you visit me at school, you'll play it cool and won't make an effort to understand what happened because we both know that we both know what's going on and we'll stay silent because we both are afraid of confrontation, and that's okay I guess. it hurts I guess, I'll move on I guess. I'll consider you the best and hope the stress of me will rid itself of you and you can move on and be happy."

well baby the thing is I'll go in like nothing ever happened and I'll have new stories but in the back of my mind I'll constantly ask myself what if what if you stayed what if we finally put this shit to rest and made us happen. what if we got to New York to watch the Rangers play a little late gift for my birthday, we'd drive up to Boston to visit my sister. we'd have thanksgiving dinner far from all the people we know and it would just be us. with someone like you there's no telling what this year is going to look like, whether we're together or not. I tell myself it's over and you pop right up. I'm getting sick of it so you better kill me or spare me somehow because you're starting to wear down everything that I am and it's haunting me to know the door may be closed but it's definitely not locked. doesn't matter though cos you've got the fucking key so fuck you fuck your school fuck everything I thought to be true. while I wait for you to make another dramatic appearance, I'll just sit here stoned, as my best friends come and go from school and work, doing the same thing while doing new things. it'll occupy my life for the rest of it. I know that for sure. but whether I'll see you again are odds a little greater than slim but odds at all so I guess I can count on it.

let's make some memories
i'm getting tired of the same scene
let's make some memories
i'm getting tired of staring at white walls